I have a bad habit. When I’m curious about something I would search to the microdetails of it. *too bad it doesn’t apply to my studies
So I’m kinda hooked to the k-pop wave right now. But instead of going head over heels for those artists, what got into my thoughts were
- aren’t they tired ?
- where do they get so much energy ?
- how strong they are… aren’t they tired? mentally ? psychologically ?
- they are like the ballerina in the music box… beautiful… shining… but lonely… so small so far but they caught the attention of everyone.
I used to relate artist to those walking on a wire with a stick in hand to balance themselves from falling. That thought hasn’t change but I have to add something to it. They are also like the ballerina in the music box. Watching at the concerts videos, funnily I felt sad. They are so far away so small like stars in the night sky. Everyone’s watching… no one knows truly who they are… just mesmerized by their charm… lonely… shining, glowing, beautiful but alone up high. A feeling of emptiness. You got the fame and fan craze… might be happy… but aren’t you lonely?
Hm… just a thought. I don’t think they think this way though cause it’s their dream. Living your dream is the best thing in life. No matter how hard how tough that dream is, to be able to live one dream is the best thing in life. So now, what is the dream of my life? 21 and still searching… Can’t say I’m wasting my life can I ?
