Always Ready

Watch therefore, for ye know neither the day nor the hour wherein the Son of man cometh.  ~Matthew 25:13~

For yourselves know perfectly that the day of the Lord so cometh as a thief in the night. ~1 Thessalonians 5:2~

So those were what that came into my mind when I didn’t finish my homework the 2nd time. HOD angrily told us he will not check our assignments anymore since we didn’t hand it in the first time they asked for it. So ignorantly, I took my own sweet time to complete the rest of the portion that were left.

One week went by and suddenly we were asked to hand in our assignments. This time all completed except few of us. Such a problematic student. I was ashamed. I knew this was going to happen but I brushed it off my mind. I knew I should complete it just in case ‘surprises’ do happen and yet I ignored it. Well, guess what… ‘surprises’ really did happen and I was still in the midst of completing the assignment. Got questioned by the lecturers and it seriously felt like the end of the world has come when I have to face God and be ashamed knowing very well I’m never prepared for the day to come.

I find reasons for myself, to defend myself, to comfort myself, but at the same time I knew very clearly I was wrong. God tell us to always be prepared for we do not know the time He will come. And when He comes, we should always be ready. There will not be any time nor chance nor relevance for reasoning. You know you are at wrong in the end. Why? Because there is no such thing as not enough time. In the end it’s just a matter of how you spend your time.

Same applies to a student. The teachers always say study everyday. We will always say we don’t have time when we have time for facebook and msn and all the nonsense in the world except to open the book and study. When the exam dates are announced, we cram everything into our small fist size brain and curse under our breath for not having started revising earlier. We always do things at the very last minute. Maybe I should say ME and not we. There are people who don’t behave this pathetically. :( *ashamed*

So just a note and another bits I learnt from Him over the past few weeks. Always be prepared, always be ready so that you do not need to regret or like me be labelled the ‘problematic’ student who didn’t complete her work.

Another resolution of the year ??? :/

Phone Scam

It was a rainy day… Got dragged to the clinic first thing in the morning for a quick blood test… While I’m admiring the blood oozing out into the syringe mum got a call..

1st weird thing, the person on the other hand spoke english. Mum can’t speak proper english. Nevermind.. maybe it’s some very important call…

The talk went for a long time… I finished admiring my blood got taken out… watched it got separated into 3 different test tubes and she’s still on the phone…

Was paying when I heard mum getting furious scolding the fella on the phone that she’s NOT living in KL. Something fishy I thought… I got a clue when I heard words like HongLeong Bank master gold card… house address is however in Ampang =.= The fella ask mum to pay a sum of money BUT must go all the way to KL… According to the fella, she cannot pay at bank in Kuantan but only at Wisma KL… =.=  and the most hilarious part… when mum refuse to pay and said that she was gonna lodge a police report the person very confidently say no need to. She can connect the line straight to BANK NEGARA and mum can just report there.. BUAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH…  Hello Bank Negara ??? You must be kidding me… who so free entertain this small small complain there ? =.=

However surprisingly the fella did managed to connect to “Bank Negara”. This time a guy spoke to mum with broken Malay.. more like Ah Beng style Malay… talk talk talk and asked for his name. It turns out he is “Mr Ng” working as a customer service officer in “Bank Negara” speaking broken malay. =.=  I seriously feel sorry for you two lor “Mr. Ng” and whosoever the lady is, are you two at the right side of your mind to think that you can cheat that way ?

Problem no. 1, we were asked to go all the way to KL to pay a credit card payment.

Problem no. 2, that purchase was said to be done way back in August and only one purchased had been done. It’s already December and now only you want the payment? I thought banks are very efficient when it comes to informing about an overdue credit card bill, no ?

Problem no. 3, the house address is so totally wrong. Ampang??? I never knew I have a house in Ampang…

Problem no. 4, if you really are calling from the bank, why do you keep on stopping my mum from reporting it to the police station ? Convincing her you can just connect the line to BankNegara and lodge a report there ? For 21 years I live here in Malaysia, I was never once educated to lodge a report of credit card being misused by third party to BANK NEGARA. We are supposed to double check with the bank involved and if needed lodge a POLICE report.

Problem no. 5, Mr Ng of Bank Negara speaks broken malay.  Sorry dude…you gave yourself away. I know at least that tiny little bit that Bank Negara is a very respectable place and they don’t simply hire staffs that cannot even speak basic simple decent Malay. Maybe you can call me shallow, but I never come across anyone working in any big companies especially in the customer service department who cannot converse simple decent malay.

So to you two scammers, GET A LIFE ! God is watching you two and I hope you two get caught ASAP for who knows how many phone scam have you two done.

To people out there, please be alert. The government and newspapers have been warning about cases like this and victims have shared their stories in hope that others won’t fall for it. So please please please DON’T get panic when these fools say anything and NEVER give your info away. Just tell them you will check with the local bank first and hang up the call. Don’t even waste time like my mum insisting she will lodge a police report and get her call connected to “Bank Negara”. You are wasting few minutes of your life which you could have spent it more wisely like going for a tea. ;)

Caught in Thoughts

I have a bad habit. When I’m curious about something I would search to the microdetails of it. *too bad it doesn’t apply to my studies

So I’m kinda hooked to the k-pop wave right now. But instead of going head over heels for those artists, what got into my thoughts were

  • aren’t they tired ?
  • where do they get so much energy ?
  • how strong they are… aren’t they tired? mentally ? psychologically ?
  • they are like the ballerina in the music box… beautiful… shining… but lonely… so small so far but they caught the attention of everyone.

I used to relate artist to those walking on a wire with a stick in hand to balance themselves from falling. That thought hasn’t change but I have to add something to it. They are also like the ballerina in the music box. Watching at the concerts videos, funnily I felt sad. They are so far away so small like stars in the night sky. Everyone’s watching… no one knows truly who they are… just mesmerized by their charm… lonely… shining, glowing, beautiful but alone up high. A feeling of emptiness. You got the fame and fan craze… might be happy… but aren’t you lonely?

Hm… just a thought. I don’t think they think this way though cause it’s their dream. Living your dream is the best thing in life. No matter how hard how tough that dream is, to be able to live one dream is the best thing in life. So now, what is the dream of my life? 21 and still searching… Can’t say I’m wasting my life can I ?

Weight UP

Is it possible or convinving if I confess that I gained 4kgs in 2 months ???

Seriously I need to lose some pounds before I step back on my motherland… HOW can this be possible ?!!?!?!?!??!

OK.. It isn’t impossible…Oreo one whole pack for brunch one for tea… Heavy breakfast plus dinner… One bowl full of cornflakes with milk for supper… No more cycling to college… Less walking more usage of lift… Wow… I don’t even need bread to be fat…

Previously I grew fat by eating lots of bread… One loaf a week? or few days ??? Never believed I actually gained weight since all I ever experienced in India is losing weight… My jeans can’t fit me anymore… My clothes are becoming body hugging skimpy clothes… =.=

Any method to throw away some kilos ? I know I know… 1st rule… eat less… no snacking… 2nd rule… exercise… *sigh*… If only I can tell my body throw away 4 kgs and it immediately lose it… How great will that be…

in case you are curious how I look like in college… selekeh… that says everything. :D

Tell me YOUR THOUGHTS

You can say I am bored or have nothing better to do… I found this piece of info in Facebook… I think there’s like 50 – 70% truth in it… What do you think ? Tell me your thoughts… Am I like this ?

金牛座只想简单快乐的活着,期待并且相信每个人给的笑容都是真心的,希望身边的人都是真正的喜欢自己。即使别人小小的意见,也会令他们难过好久,他们真的很介意,介意自己不被人喜欢。因为,他们总是为别人想的很多,对自己喜欢的人总是比对自己好;把能对喜欢的人好当做幸福,喜欢别人比喜欢自己多

不得不说金牛喜欢最多的是喜欢吃而已,把吃当爱好。说金牛爱钱没错,而且还喜欢把自己的这一爱好挂在嘴边。买东西很讲究质量品质,因为他们相信最贵的就是最好的,这是典型的金牛。所以他们经常会头脑发热的买奢侈品,但是却会在超市里为促销价和平时价差几块钱而较真

金牛座具有的情绪优点是沉默、安逸、踏实、耐性、韧性、沉着、稳健、自在、依恋、爱美、艺术气质、温柔、体贴、细致、美感佳。

金牛座具有的负面情绪特征是占有欲强、自我放纵、顽固、懒惰、倔强、任性、敌意

金牛座总是很任性和小孩子气的固执,即使是错,下次还是固执;金牛座决定要做的事,就会坚持到底,只要想做就会把它做到最好;金牛很开朗,不开心的时候就会故意隐藏自己,只是想让自己显的更独立更坚强;金牛不善表达自己的情感,所以常常用沉默取代表达;如果你也是金牛,记得一定要幸福

【金牛座优点】 耐性十足 一往情深 有艺术天分 口才好 脚踏实地 做事有计划坚持到底 生活有规律 值得信赖 善于沟通
【金牛座缺点】 择善固执 占有欲太强,善妒 过于坚持自己 规矩太多 太过谨慎 缺乏求新求变的勇气

牛牛太善良了..即使自己心里烦恼..也不愿烦到别人..装出开心的模样…..太心软了..即使自己不喜欢别人..也不会拒绝..默默的接受.只要你是真心..牛牛也会默默的承受不爱你的痛苦.最后爱上你.. 太认真了..即使很随便的一句…牛牛也会相信…最后到被骗…还在怪责自己哪里没做好..坚信你说的话…

【金牛座的另一面】1、很多金牛都习以为常一种行为——假装在打电话——这是逃避的最好表现 2、金牛害怕接触陌生的世界,从心里金牛就有一种自卑感,对外貌对知识对财富对感情,如果被伤害过的金牛这点更是明显,金牛喜欢蒙蔽自己,不想让别人进入自己的内心,因为这种感受很可怕,感觉是偷窥

金牛座是极乐观,极具幽默感的。只有在他们愿意接近的人面前,他们才像小孩子一样纯真。他们的感情是具有占有性的,也会极端!但面对自己不喜欢的人一定不会强颜接受!如果没有爱也会跟对方说的清清楚楚,减少不必要的伤害。所有金牛其实都在期待着心有灵犀,就是对方一个微妙的眼神,就可以彼此会意

金牛座的人天生心思细腻,懂得察言观色,固被人冠以圆滑,步步为营一词。其实。牛牛只是不希望身边的人不开心,怕自己说的别人不爱听而已。另外,大多数的牛牛都长得挺美的。那不是种俗不可耐的美,是有韵味的,细心观察才会感觉到。所以如果你不认真观察牛,你是不会知道牛牛有多好

一直以来,慢条斯理,稳定性极强,都是用来形容金牛的。不愿争执所表现出来的温顺,是因为不想浪费时间,而半天没有行动的懒散,则是因为他们要仔细的研究,于是慎重就成了金牛保持沉默的原因。不管周围的环境如何改变,又是用多少的有力证据劝说,因为多说无益,只是会独自一个人用行动来说明一切。

金牛座脾气很倔,如果有一天,真的把他惹怒了。绝对敢和你同归于尽。 让金牛座消气很容易,不管是金牛座男生还是金牛座女生,也不管对异性或者同性,只要你撒撒娇说两句软话,保准金牛座不会再有脾气。但如果是欺骗她,那你要做好被伤心的准备吧,牛牛的世界对欺骗者可是很无情的哦

【金牛缺点】1、很懒,没事几乎不出门;2、爱发呆;3、擅长装傻,其实心里都明白,只是不愿意说出来;4、与老友只想念不联系;5、很情绪化;6、双重人格;7、有自己的一套原则,我行我素;8、有时很糊涂,反应慢半拍;9、特别敏感,脆弱;10、对自己不感兴趣的人很冷漠,毫不掩饰

金牛具有独特的目光与思维,散发着高贵的气质,有着强烈的艺术倾向,非凡的头脑。但计划或愿望达不到时,有恼怒缺乏耐心的倾向。但有很进步的脑筋和活泼的想像力,能成为很好的执政者、作家、政治家、企业家。有很好的文学天赋。善于韬光养晦,内在往往和外表有一定差距,属于隐世天才

金牛座的人确实是寡言少语,这并不代表没有思想见解。恰恰相反,金牛座的人大多都很有思想和内涵,只是有时候他们不屑于无谓的争辩或是和无聊的人争辩,心里都很蔑视那些喳喳呼呼而有毫无水准的人;做事比较低调不自信,其实心里有一种一鸣惊人的欲望,而通常他们确实又都具备这个能力

金牛座果断,善理财。用心爱人,忍耐力非凡,有自己的坚持。有艺术天赋,眼光独到,可爱和性感的结合体,异性缘颇多,专情,乐观向上,性格多姿多彩,标新立异,社交运较好,应控制脾气,可以从事舞台,思想方面,教育等工作

其实有时候觉得金牛座是个压抑的星座,他在乎的事情太多,朋友啊,恋人啊…可是他不会正确的表达自己的感受,所以他经常被人误解。但其实他只是单纯的希望别人都能洞晓自己的心事,但又一次次的让自己失望,最后连金牛他自己都找不到自己的方向,所以故作出冷漠的神情。把自己封闭起来。

金牛座痴情专一,会对一个早已远去的人念念不忘。当这个人决定离开你而没有遗憾,却成为了你心底的痛的时候,你一定要忘了他。爱一个人并不痛苦,痛苦的是爱你的人给你的伤痛。这种痛往往是刻骨铭心的,足以让你痛上一辈子,所以你要忘了他。不要让这些无用的折磨再伤害你自己和爱你的人

金牛神经极其敏感,看上去很单细胞,但是总是能第一时间洞察到身边朋友的每一个表情和心情的变换,所以,不要对牛牛们说谎,她们的神经是不可侵犯的3.牛牛不会轻易地妥协,他们不是冷酷,如果心里那道门被打开,那么他们就会一辈子依赖你,再也容不下其他人.表面的躯壳愈坚硬,内心逾软弱

【金牛座喜欢的】忠诚、有安全感、物质的稳定、事业上有进取心的伴侣、投入的感觉、有长期规划的爱情关系、可信、可靠、坚定不移。 【金牛座不喜欢的】 轻浮、突兀的感觉、不经雕琢的东西、被统治、娱乐游戏、利己主义、奢侈铺张、受到爱人的质问与挑战、无法决定与预期的感觉

金牛座癖好】没事喜欢胡思乱想;性格与脾气都比较极端;嗜睡;喜欢裸睡;泪腺发达,易被感动;喜欢跟喜欢的人身体接触,恨不得把身体揉进去那种;有些悲观;支配欲;有较强的依赖感;偏执,苛求完美;双重性格;一般很抗拒有人走近,不喜欢听见周围有人不停交谈;经常表现出对什么都不在乎

金牛座一旦成为习惯,就表示不会再改变了,对于妳可能是“坏”习惯,但之于他就是他的生活。所以妳也不要想叫他星期天早上带妳去郊游,因为每个星期天早上他就是要看电视上的球赛,而在妳谆谆教诲他的人生应该有些变化的时候,他就会睡着,这也不新鲜,他总是睡着

金牛座的人太倔强 死要面子活受罪 认可忍着 也不会主动认错 是个十分被动的星座 在别人眼里 表面上不好接触 实际一但熟悉了会发现金牛是个能交心的人 虽然牛爱钱 但绝不会贪朋友的钱 很重感情很情绪化 这就是金牛座

金牛座对人的好感,往往缘于一些细节:可能是你说的一句话,刚好说出了他心里没说出的想法,可能会让他觉得和你心有灵犀;一个傻呵呵的憨憨的微笑,可能会让他感觉亲切无比;你的一句个脱口而出的想法,可能让他觉得你很率真!其实金牛座都很简单,他们追求单纯,害怕伤害,是十二星座里最可爱的孩子

对旁人外热内冷,对友人热心忠诚,对情人热血沸腾,喜欢自由,不喜欢任何形式的束缚,总是感觉缺乏安全感,自我保护意识极强,拒绝闪电式的爱情,喜欢与恋人细水常流地交往,在没有确定对方真心之前,总是消极被动,一但确定就会全心全意,外表若无其事,内心却早已汹涌澎湃

金牛座的人自认为是能干、稳定、不无病呻吟的人,然而事实上,他们却是多愁善感、情绪化,并且有夸大的倾向。如果他们能修正自我认知来面对现实,将可避掉许多问题。而能不被金牛座冷若冰霜的外表所欺骗、又十分了解他们的人,都知道他们其实很脆弱、敏感,甚至使人忍不住想去保护他们

金牛个性有着令人舒服的一面也有令人着急的一面,舒服是温顺,做事踏实,着急是太过慢条斯理,他们非要绕个弯,多走一些路,等到完全确定了才行动,受伤的金牛正是因为这般稳定而倔强的个性,才不会意志消沉,而是更加努力奋斗,一个人暗暗地加油就是他们受伤的痕迹

金牛座对谁都很温柔。总是会产生很多很多的误会,所以追求者往往一堆,还死不变心。他们在人前永远快乐,但是在不经意间却又流露出悲伤的想法和眼神。坚强惹人疼;骄傲却又自卑;阳光却又充满忧郁。他们把世间的一切都看得太透,但依然情愿相信美好

金牛座女生:很讨厌別人骗她,痛恨玩弄感情的人,有时很霸道,强烈的妒嫉心和占有欲常常折磨着她。很重感情,在愛情面前喜欢说实话,对愛的人很专一,只想被在乎的人宠爱,对不喜欢的人却冷漠到极点。 讨厌当第三者,如果发现自己是第三者会断然的离开,虽然內心很痛很痛,也是自尊心作祟

金牛通常喜欢躲在人群中。他们不喜欢吵杂,混乱,自我表现的环境和东西。有人讲到开心的事情,他们会配合的欢笑,但是不张扬,也轻易不发表自己的真实看法。他们不会把爱情变成欲望和消除寂寞的幌子,不爱就是不爱,豪不伪装;但一旦开始认准去爱,就会变得热情,宽容,付出

金星是金牛座的守护星,金牛座是保守型的星座,不喜欢变动,安稳是他的生活态度。金牛座的人不会急躁冲动,只会忍耐,吃得苦中苦,方为人上人正是他们的写照,而且他们非常顽固,一旦决定的事,不愿意去作任何改变。 但金牛座拥有艺术细胞,具有高度的艺术品味及鉴赏能力,也是天生美食家

金牛每每被人说迟钝,温和,固执,形象既无害又无辜,其实内心高傲觉得自己绝顶聪明的金牛,乐于享受面具下做自己的乐趣,要是他看得起你,便对你温暖又亲切;看扁了你,别怪他冷酷又严苛。但表面上,他还是温吞的牛,一切是你想的太多了

金牛座的人常常让人觉得他们闷闷不乐.他们通常不太喜欢生气,他们不想让别人难堪。当他们真生气的时候,绝对不会和任何人说原因,绝对不会说半句话,常让人觉得莫名其妙。也不愿勉强别人,也讨厌被勉强。他们天生忧郁压抑,忍耐力极强。当这些累积到顶点时,就会如同火山一般的爆开

金牛座的人确实是寡言少语,不过,这并不代表没有思想、没有见解。 恰恰相反,金牛座的人大多都是很有思想和内涵的。也不喜欢十分喧闹的场合,他们并不是不能疯 通常选择的都只是自娱自乐

金牛座的人――生气的小事很快就会忘记,不记仇。 金牛座的人――别人对自己的好会铭记于心,有恩必报。 金牛座的人――不善表达自己的情感,所以常常用沉默取代表达。 金牛座的人――最不能接受朋友的不信任、出卖和背叛。 金牛座的人――现在的生活很迷茫,找不到出口,但对未来坚定而充满希望。

The one and only one sentence that I find it very true and hits the jackpot is this.
【金牛座的另一面】1、很多金牛都习以为常一种行为—–>假装在打电话——这是逃避的最好表现 2、金牛害怕接触陌生的世界

This is so me… LOL… Pretend to be on the phone to avoid things… And if throw me to a new environment without forewarning , you really should prepare yourself for some volcano eruption experience…

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